Thanks you for all of the support on my blog. It means so much to me.
I wrote this in 2014:
The hardest thing is to know that I hold the answers. Actually, just typing that gives me a little anxiety. There is no therapist (although on my saddest day at work I print off all the female psychologists on my healthcare plan.) life coach, man, sister, etc. who holds that answer. That belongs to me and God. I am in a constant process of giving more of myself to God, it is really hard for me. Really hard but he’s working on me.
I hold the key to my weight loss, my career, my love life, my happiness.
That shit is scary.
3 years later - I still feel the same way. The answers a little bit clearer. This is why I write my blog to flush out those ideas. Thanks for coming on this ride.