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I find it hard to make decisions.

I am not quite sure why. So I am trying to figure it out here.

14 Days of Self Trust. Day 12.

Yesterday was kind of dark. It was also honest. I don’t want to sit here and tell you how to trust yourself to make decisions when I was talking about struggling with the ones I made. Self-trust is more about knowing that you will make it through anything that your decisions bring. I know I can do that so, no need for this challenge. I’m good. (I hope my sarcasm comes across in print)


Today, I will have a totally different kind of day. This blog will post at 6am so this is all the way I want things today. I plan to check in on my twitter and instagram today. I will use the hashtag #decisionmakersday


I hope to:


7am Wake Up: Shower, Make-Up, Dress, Whole30 breakfast, time with God. My time with God has been severely lacking. Between my small group dissolving, drama with my pastor and general distaste of stuff at my mega church I have been giving the side eye to organized religion lately.


9:30 Church Service: I am going to roll that side eye into a pleasant expression and go to church. I am going to get a Whole30 approved Starbucks (maybe make my own) and head to another mega church that I have loved in the past.


After Church – Walmart Run


By 1pm New Gym: I am going to go to the local 24-hour gym that I have been avoiding. If I join a gym I may feel obligated to actually go. Obviously, I have a real problem with feeling obligated.



3-5pm Cleaning and Laundry: Enough said


The rest of the night: R and R, meal prepping, blog work and TV



All I ask of you is to do YOU today. Rest if you want and need rest, accomplish what you need to accomplish but be on YOUR schedule. 

14 Days of Self-Trust Recap. AKA Day 14.

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